彩虹

今天下雨后看到的彩虹。
呵呵...

I don't like this time of the semester

This time of the semester is the part where i do not like the most.
It's the time when I worry over and over again about the finals.
It's the time when I have assignments due around the same time.
It's the time when I get so freakin eager to get everything over and done with.
It's the time when I ask myself over and over again "have I worked hard enough this semester?" The answer is usually no. Bahhhh...

I'm always very super duper stressed inside but try to tell myself everything would be ok.
Really. I do. But it doesn't really help.

I get kindda snappy at times.
I can't sleep well.
I get emotional.
Appetite goes down.

I hate this time of the semester.
I'm very looking forward to goin home and I can't wait for my exams to finish.
I really hope that I do no panick again this semester.... ><

愿望

如果有一天，有一个人走来跟你说，
我有能力给你一个愿望，什么愿望都可以。
你会许个什么样的愿望呢？
金钱？美貌？权力？智慧？
你会许个什么样的愿望呢？

如果许了任何一样事情，
你整个人生都会变得不一样吧。
可是你会不会受不起着整个不一样的人生呢？
会不会因为太不一样，
之后，
整个人就消失了呢？

知道知道。
又想太多了啦。^^"
如果你得到了一个愿望，你会想要什么呢？

空空的

[ 回家的时候拍的。可惜照片看不到我看到的东西]

春天，终于到了！！
天气越来越好了。
呵呵。
真的是去海边探索探索的好时候啊。

我最近也还挺悠闲的。
感觉不太好。。。
有点空虚。。。
看到每个人都那么忙我又没事做的那种感觉都不太好。
我是应该读书的。。。
又提不起劲。
blek

有时真的在想。。。
到底。。在做这些事情干嘛。
读书，做工，拍拖，etc.
这个世界那么大。
多我一个不多，少我一个不少。
好像是不管我多努力，都是没用那样。
到最后，还是会被遗忘。

每天反复的做同样的事情。
忙忙忙。
到最后，到底是为了什么忙？
怎样才算是活着？
会不会活到麻木掉呢？

我总觉得我一直找不到我想要的passion.
我觉得如果找到那种感觉的话，会比较完整。
可是，什么时候才会找到呢？

是我想太多了？
还是我们只盲目的过每一天？
是不去想比较容易所以就一直这样过？
我也不知道。。。
总觉得，我这一生，做得很多事情都是因为'it makes my life easier'的原因而去做。
唉

要怎么做，才算是一个完整的人生呢？
有时候，还是会觉得心里空空的。
很多人没有的东西，我都有啊。
可是，总觉得会空空的。
也不知道怎么了。。。
就是有点不完整的感觉。

也不能说我不开心。
可能，在等着一种感觉吧。
不是爱。不是友情。不是金钱。
就是一样能填补那空空的洞的一种感觉。
等我等到了。
再告诉你吧。

烦

最近不懂干嘛... 就有点心烦那样...
可是又不懂在烦什么.
照理来说,是不应该烦的.
是应该没有事情烦的...

我想,
我是想念家了.

我没有试过离开我家人那么久.
算下算下我都过来7 8个月了.
啊。。。。。说长不长说短不短啊。。。
不懂干嘛。
最近就一直很想回家。

一定是。。。每天走路走到很累了。
哈哈哈哈哈。
还有多两个月才能回家啊。。。。

>.< 可是。。我有点想回，又有点不想回。。。 很矛盾吧。 怕回了又有很多事会发生。 可能是我想太多了吧。。。 Bahhhhhhh..... 我担心太多东西了。。。 好好用功读书吧。。。;p

Photo Shoot? O.o

Few days ago, Sam (my 'kai sai lou') asked me if I could pose for him for his portfolio. My first reaction was... "Huh? Are you sure? I'll probably screw it up" He assured me he was sure.. So.. I said ok. It was supposed to be me drinking milk infront of a milkbar. How bad can it be right....

A few days later, Sam called again and asked me if I'm free on Weds and I said yup. After class, he and TJ came over to uni to pick me up and we headed back to his place. The milkbar scene was canceled and it will now be in a tennis court.

The tennis court was located close to his place and we had to walk on the freeway and through this bush walk thing to get there.

It was kindda scary to be walking here cuz da cars pass by realli fast...

Over looking some freeway...

Sam... =P

I was surprised to see this...

That cam is soo cool...

Sam & me after the shoot

TJ & me

After finishing at the tennis courts, Sam had to take me to the city because Elaine asked me to pose for her portfolio as well. But before that, Sam was editing the pictures he took of me and TJ. I am very amazed at what Photoshop can do to a picture. It can change the mood of the picture just by a few clicks. Daim.

The sunset was really pretty~

Melb city @ night

And that just about wraps up my day. It was interesting to pose for them. But I don't think I have the modelling potential (without taking into account the height issue... ;p). I don't have the whole package.

Oh yea, Sam said I'll have to take more pictures again next week because the lightings all wrong. Will have to find a new set. Will see how that one goes next week then~

The first day with my new toy

Two months ago, my sister told me that she was going to get me a new camera for my birthday. When I heard about it, I was freaking excited. I've been wanting a new camera for a long long time. My brother promised me that he was going to get me one about four years ago. So for the past four years, I've been getting my hopes up and getting dissapointed (It's actually not that dissapointing because I've been expecting it)... But it was different this year because... It's my sister who promised to get me a new camera!!! My sister has had a very good record of keeping promises. I knew I would definately get a new camera this time ^^v.

She gave me a budget of under 300USD and a few suggestions. I went and researched straight away. I looked at Pentax, Panasonic, Canon, Olympus.... etc. All those popular stuff. I couldn't decide. Jon helped looking as well. In the end, it was either a Panasonic or Canon. I decided to get a Canon since my sister sugested it and she got a new Canon DSL as well. CANON SD750 is my final choice ^^.

BUT, my sister said my camera won't arrive so soon. She said if I wanted it urgently she could send it over but it would be better if Danbee could bring it back for me when she comes back from the US to Melbourne. I was so excited about getting a new camera I didn't care how it got to me as long as it will get to me.

Anywayz, after two months of waiting, I finally got my camera last Sunday. I met up with Danbee and JP for lunch at Spicy Fish. I wasn't hungry at all that day so the food didn't taste that great. But it didn't matter because I was focusing on my new camera. Kekeke....

Opening the package

Danbee and me outside SpicyFish

After lunch, me and Jon decided to catch a movie and decided on The Bourne Ultimatum. I always thought it was called The Bourne Ultimum until Danbee corrected me. Bahhhh. I should read things more carefully instead of only reading the first and last two letters of the word..... ^^"

Testing out how good my new camera is

It was a lovely day

Melbourne Central

The poster

The movie was good!! Jason Bourne is like the ultimate man. It was filled with lots of actions and stuff... I can't decide which one of the Bourne trilogy I liked the most though...

And that pretty much wrapped up the day. And a new toy was added to my collection (not that I have a lot of toys... >.>...). I won't be doing much of a review on my camera because I don't really know how to review it. Jon said he wants to do a review on my cam so watch out for that if you're interested. Overall I'm very satisfied with the camera, and loving it ^^v

Going home after a long day...

The Birth of my new blog

Now, I've been wanting to create a blog in blogspot for sometime but I never got around to it. Why start one all of the sudden? It's a bad reason... But.. It is mostly due to my new camera. ^^ Hehehe... With my old crappy camera, there wasn't much of a point takin pictures. With my new camera~ I'm practically taking pictures of whatever I can see :p

I've always had another blog with MSN Space but that one isn't too good because you can't really add pictures to your blogs. And with my crappy communication skills, I need pictures to potray what I want to say (hopefully...)...

Anyway, Happy Birthday to my Blog~!! ^^