Monday, December 15, 2008

A lil update...

As it gets closer to the day that I have to move out of my old place, I get a little more emo.... It's been around three years [technically, I've only lived here for about a year...] since I moved from condo to KJ. I've had my share of complaints since moving in.
This includes how every morning, a supposedly 5 min journey out to the LDP takes at least 15 mins because there's only one lane for everyone to turn out...
It also include how long we all have to wait for and in the lift every morning because only one lift is working due to how the lift was programmed... There was one time the lift stopped at least at 10 floors. It is not a pretty sight to be stuck with 20 impatient working adults...

The list can go on and on... But since I'm moving out soon I probably shouldn't focus on the negative bits. Plus, all the complaints I used to have seemed to have been solved. The lift comes up much faster now and there are other ways to get onto the LDP if you don't want to U-turn. So all is good now.
Sighs... I'm gonna miss my current place. It might not be the best/prettiest condo but the view I get from my room is spectacular. And that is the thing I will miss the most. =( Especially after midnight. Strangely, it gives me a sense of peace...

On a clear night, you can see KLCC and KL tower...
I'll also miss the closeness of One Utama, The Curve, and Pyramid... =(
*Argh..... Why did my parents wanna move again???

Anyway.... Moving on.
After a year, I finally met up with Mr Kong again. It's been so long since me, SM, and Mr Kong hung out together. The last time I saw Aaron was Nov 07 when he sent me and Jon to Caulfield Station early in the morning. 

If it weren't for these two people, my uni life in Melb would have been so much harder. These two were like my parents at one point because I skipped many of my lectures... ^^""
The times I had with them brought me so much joy. They also taught me a lot of Malay words such as sakai, kesian, ajak.
It'll be so much harder to hang out like how we used to now that everyone is busy with their own life. It sucks that life has to move on like this doesn't it?



I will never forget the first day we first met. The first day I met SM was in Business Finance's tute. The reason I first talked to her was because her Practical Econometric's text book was different to mine. XD Talk about nerdyness... ^^""" It was comforting to find someone who was also doing econometrics at that time because I had no idea what I was getting myself into... SM was like my saviour XD.

The first day me and Aaron talked was in Financial Econometrics' tute [But it might have been Practical's tute...]. The reason he first talked to me was because he missed a few tutes and was lost on how to do the first assignment... ^^""" So the reason we got together was because of econometrics. XD I guess this is what you call fate? Before Aaron first talked to me, I've actually noticed him in my lectures from a semester before. I noticed him because he had this very LC look that he had. It never occurred to me that he was a Malaysian. I always thought he was an ABC [Don't ask me why. I don't know why either...].

These two brought me tons of laughter when I was going through a very gloomy first half of 2007. I am very thankful for that...

I miss the days we used to spend studying and doing assignments together... It's not that I miss my student life that much. It's that I miss the days I used to hang out with all these special people that I love... I really hope we'll never get out of touch with each other.  =(

Moving on before I get super emo about life.... =P
It was SL's birthday not too long ago. We were suppose to have dinner at the German restaurant that KS recommended. But when we got there, it turned out that it has either closed that day or closed down. So we had to change venue. After long discussion, we decided to go to the Apartment at Curve [Actually, after SN got into the car they wanted to go to another place but WF's car was already on the LDP so we had to stick to the Apartment].
We were all too hungry to take any pictures. I don't think anyone of us were full after that meal... ^^"" I'm sorry guys. I didn't know the portion of the food were that small...







As most of them had to work the next day, we called it a night after dinner. There will be a bigger party around Christmas when we combine all the December babies' birthday together. XD Lets look forward to that shall we? Hehehhe....

We are near the end of 2008. I can't believe how fast time flies. X(

Monday, December 8, 2008

One Song - Three Different Versions

I was youtube'ing today and I came across this song that sounded very familiar.

復刻回憶 by 薛凱琪 & 方大同. I think 方大同 is adorable~~~~ [Must be the glasses... ^^""]


I'm quite sure you've heard of it before. Not this version.

But this version - 每天愛你多一些 by 張學友


But you probably did not know the original song was done by this Japanese group called Southern All Stars~ The song name is 真夏の果実


I love all three versions. XD
Do you have one that you especially like?

Thursday, December 4, 2008

注意注意

最近的治安真的太差了一点吧!
老大连续两次在两个星期内被盯上。
应该不能说治安最近比较差因为一直都是那么差的。
只能说Ng Family最近比较衰。
东西放在车boot里面都可以被偷掉!!
我们应该organise一个trip去庙里拜拜了。。。
^^"""

啰嗦着。。。。

最近的生活还蛮健康的。
早睡早起,起床后就看报纸。
我以前都不看的!!
可是我爸一直叫我读。。。说我就快要踏入社会了。。。
应该关心一下世界在发生什么事情。。。

很多时候。。。不是不要看。。。
是看完报纸之后都会心烦意乱。
看完后的15分钟内一定会在向着世界怎么那么乱啊!
是这个世界没有什么喜事可报呢。。。
还是报纸就是只写这些东西?

真的。当学生的时候比较幸福。呵呵。
但是,我也明白我们都需要长大。
慢慢的,需要背负更多的责任。
人生就是这样。
如果没有那么多要求就不需要那么辛苦吧。。。
但人性如此。。。人就是贪心一点的!!!

想赚多一点钱,买大件一点的房子,换辆更贵的车,买多一双鞋。
但是活着真的应该为这些目标而活吗?
不想为这么肤浅的原因而活可是我好像做不到。
很多人都做不倒不是吗?
身边很多例子都是这个样子。
如果不这样子应该为了什么而活呢?

每个人都有自己的目标,可是ultimately那个目标都是想让自己的生活好过一点吧?
是我们太不会知足了呢?还是这就是我们应该做的东西?
唉。。。我想我真的是有太多时间去想东想西了。
不现在想我以后应该也会想的。
可能我到人生的另一个阶段的时候就会有别的想法。
现在想太多也没用吧。

我这个想太多的缺点的却需要改一下。
有个人跟我说过,“还没发生的东西你取担心干嘛呢?等它真的发生了你再来想办法来解决不是更好吗?”
我也知道。。。我想我只是怕如果真的有一天意想不到的事情发生后我会接受不了。
现在想的话可能还可以有些心理准备。。。
可是哦。。。我很多时候担心的事情都没发生过。
就是说,我之前所担心的都是浪费力气 ^^""
我弟有次跟我说了一大堆statistic, 我也忘了大部分的他说的话。。。
但重点是,人很多时候担心的事都不会发生的。

把现在的看到,发生着,可以做到的事情做好比较重要。
让在担心不知道会不会发生的事情的力气收着,
等真的发生后再想办法去解决,
真的会比较好吧。。。

加油吧

Friday, November 21, 2008

Oh! Plz

To take you away from the emo'ness from my previous post, here's a happy song that I came across just now. I downloaded this song last year and never really listened to it. I never realised it's actually quite good... :p It's probably because I only focused my attention on the other song that I liked from their album. ^^"

Here's Oh! Plz by MC the Max

念旧

我很多次都被人说我太念旧了。
念旧,真的不太好吗?
我想。。。对我来说真的不太好。
最近因为某些事情把本来在平衡点的我推向了不太平衡的另外一个点。
我很清楚不应该想可是真的很难逃避。
每一次我以为已经ok了,可是当我再一次去面对的时候,才发现到自己根本没解决到,只是把它埋了起来。一再去触碰的时候又会再次的回去还没解决的时候。
唉。。。
可能心里深处其实是不想去解决。
是因为念旧?还是因为自己贪心?
其实是很明白要怎么做。。。
就是做不到。。。

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

说好的幸福呢



很有感觉的一首歌。。。
为什么那么多人要在感情无法再挽救的时候才来后悔呢?
听了后会莫名的心痛。。。
最近太情绪化了一点。。。
希望身边的朋友会好好珍惜现在拥有的。
不要等到失去后才来后悔。。。

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了 说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

Restlessness

Sighs... I'm feeling very restless.
Somehow, I can always find some stuff to worry about.
And I have a feeling this will not get better in the future...
Instead.... It might just get even worse... =(
I really need to find a stop to this.

Arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Friday, November 7, 2008

表达能力

Harlow~ 我又再一次的把部落格荒废了一个月。唉。。。是真的不想这样的。可是不知道为什么每一次开始了想要写到最后还是写不出来。老实说,我每一次要写的时候都不知道要用哪一个语言来写才好。

看到这里的人应该会想,用最能表达自己的语言写不就好了吗?的却应该这样。。。可是我发现到原来用英文或中文来表达我都会有问题。以前的我以为我比较会用中文来表达,可是近来我发现到我用中文表达也不会很自然。有些词英文翻译中文就怪怪的。有时中文翻译英文也会有同样的问题。我想可能是我的表达能力有问题吧?^^” 所以很多次想要写出一篇post的时候就会到一个部分停泻然后再也写不出来。

可能你会说,如果是这样的话那为什么不要用两种语文一起写呢?是我自己的问题吧。一直都都觉得如果开始用英文就应该只用英文写出来。用中文也是这样。总觉得不同语言表达的感情总是不一样。加上看起来也不整齐。Mm… 一定是自己有问题 :p

以前在msn与Jon聊天的时候,我们开始用中文的时候就代表有一方有心事向要诉苦了。呵呵。可能中文是最能表达我的心事,而英文最能表达我的日常生活。
可能吧。。。

Saturday, October 4, 2008

張敬軒 - 不吐不快

It's been aaaaggessss since I last listened and liked any canto songs. This is one of the very rare ones that I like lately... Hope you guys like it as well~


為何共那又來又往沒情沒趣無情份的竟比你都更頻繁暢聚
為何遇到別人問好為何和你沒有需要花心機講好說話一句
為何若有無聊事幹便寧願上載到電腦早已忘掉怎跟你吹水
為何難得尚能騰空坐在戲院主角自殺你共我竟過倦而進睡

過去共你 (怎麼去比) 哪理會你 (趕得要死)
也愛用整晚說杜琪峰專長揭露命途無常的道理
講破天地 講到自己
不覺迎面太陽已經昇起

只怕無法再有這種情懷
優美得共你同時在這世界
醜惡在於 赤子的胸懷
難敵這紛擾世態 為理想或求生在捱 (該理解)

沒完沒了各有需要把青春賤賣 (怎逛街)
漸行漸遠每天很快淡出得更快 (這宇宙太大)
握手將要安排 原諒我悲觀過界
但血啃在喉中 不吐不快

為何為了別煩著你別防礙你悠然睡去不忍太早太夜回你電
為何大家為求夢想為求上進沒有空檔分擔怎麼跟壓力挑戰
為何為了未來易過便勤力到忘掉共你兜半晚風不需太多錢
為何大家漸明大體再沒有膽不理夜半有沒有緊要事仍見面

過去共你 (怎麼去比) 哪理會你 (趕得要死)
也愛用整晚暢論人家感情最後為何完結的道理
講破天地 講到自己
不覺殘酷太陽已經昇起

只怕無法再有這種情懷
優美得共你同時在這世界
醜惡在於 赤子的胸懷
難敵這紛擾世態 為理想或求生在捱 (該理解)

沒完沒了各有需要把青春賤賣 (怎逛街)
漸行漸遠每天很快淡出得更快 (這宇宙太大)
握手將要安排 原諒我悲觀過界
但血啃在喉中 不吐不快

如何勤勞 便有甚麼出路
令你與我少了幾里漫步
沒能力坐到老 出世需要進步
你我再好也難逃這個軌道

該理解 沒完沒了各有需要把青春賤賣 (怎逛街)
漸行漸遠每天很快淡出得更快 (這宇宙太大)
握手將要安排 原諒我悲觀過界
但血啃在喉中 不吐不快

任何密友任何伴侶和諧互鬥投緣互信尊敬退縮生疏掛心忽近又遠跟世態搖擺
見慣不會怪 

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人生就像这样吗?
跟自己没有什么关联的人比跟自己的家人朋友聊得更少。
宁愿做些没意义的事都不跟心爱的人一起度过时间。
我们都在把自己的青春在贱卖吗?
我们的人生就像这样吗?

I'm still alive and well :p

Yes yess... It's been too long since I last updated on my life... :p But you really can't blame me. I've been busy... >.>" [A pretty lame excuse but sadly true...]

Now, for those who have no idea about what's been happening in my life, here's what I've been doing:

1. I was working in this shop selling Hello Kitties, Totoro, Tarepanda etc. for about two months. I quit about a week ago because I'm going back to Malaysia soon.

2. I went over to Adelaide for a weekend getaway about two weeks ago. Conclusion is: Adelaide is definitely not the place for me to stay for a long time (may be due to the fact I was there for too short of a time...). I might upload some pictures sometime later.... If I feel like it... And I have to say sorry to HY because I forgot that we would be away the weekend of her birthday... =( I didn't do it purpose!!!

3. My parents came over for my convocation last week and left today. My parents conclusion: Melbourne is not a place for them to stay for too long of a time... >.>" I tried bringing them to more places but they rejected my suggestion... Ah well, can't say I didn't try :p.

4. My graduation ceremony happened two days ago~!! It is indeed a strange feeling wearing that gown and sitting in the hall, watching everyone go up and receive their certificates. I am some what proud of myself but I know there is a long road ahead. Student no more, I'm gonna be stepping into the real world soon. Sigh. Let's just hope I'll enjoy the real world somehow...

5. I'm going back to Malaysia next Thursday~!! Again, I'm experiencing a mix of feelings. I'm excited about going back but I know I'll definitely miss Melbourne... Let's just hope I won't feel like I've made the biggest mistake of my life by going back... Ji Muis, everyone~~ We go yumcha soon k?? I can't wait to see you guys =D

I think that just about wraps up what I've been up to these past few months... Pictures are shown as below :p [It takes too long to upload it here so I've only chosen a few to upload... ;p. I'm lazy. Yes.. I know...]

Adelaide

The beach at Glenelg [the best place we managed to get to in Adelaide]

Posing infront of the Town Hall...

Camwhoring...

Adelaide's Botanical Garden [Infront of their Water Lily Glass House thingy...]

I think this was infront of their State Library...

Somehow, we didn't take a lot of pictures in Adelaide. I think both of us were kindda tired and didn't have much of an idea on what to take...

Yarra Valley

At Domaine Chandon - Known for producing good sparkling wines


At their winery

Did you know they have to rotate every single one of these bottles everyday? Something like a quater inch clockwise and an inch anticlockwise or something like that... How tedious is that??



Yerring Station


To be honest, we didn't come to Yerring Station to taste any wine... I only wanted to take pictures with this building sort of thing... It looked cool from the information booklet... ^^" [I felt cheated when I saw how small it actually was... :p]







Tulip Farm

The tulip farm is only opened for a month every year. If you are ever in Melbourne around the middle of September or October, you should really visit this place. The tulips are really pretty...

It wasn't a very good day to visit because it started to rain the moment we got there... The weather forecast lied to me [again!!]






I really like this picture [taken by Jon]. It has a really nice contrast with the sky =D




Convocation

After three years of hard work~!!

Jon fixing my hat thingy... Thank you SM for the bear =D



With Ling Foong


Thank you F-Gang, Chai and Jerry for the flowers~

=D Thank you Bb for the flowers...

Thank you Elaine, Melvyn and Sam for wagging their class to come over... :p

Missing five more... =(


With Gyn

With Ben

The ceremony

Receiving my certificate...

What I've been working for =D

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This just about concludes all =D
Take care and stay safe~