现在的感觉就像当初第一次到KL的时候，一个人在hostel发呆的时候。
不同的是，那是五年前，在KL的hostel.
五年后，我在槟城的hotel.
虽然地点换了，感觉还是一样。
还是会觉得有点彷徨,害怕,不知道前面的路会是怎样.
可是人生不会因为这样而停下来。
我只能向前走。
不愿意向前走也只能继续走。
我想，我应该是很幸运吧。
很少人可以一直换地方住。
可是，有时会想，如果不需要再继续搬该多好？
唉。人就是犯贱的。
有的时候就不会珍惜。
没有的时候就会投诉说为什么会没有。
^^""
人生真的有太多意想不到的东西.
五年前觉得会发生的东西很多都没发生.
没想过会发生的东西竟然发生了.
虽然有些时候会伤心，不想再向前走。
可是，当一件开心的是发生的时候，全部之前不开心的事都会觉得其实不是很伤心。
因为，all things happen for a reason.
如果伤心的事没发生，开心的事可能就不会发生。
人生就是因此而有趣。
是吧？
五年前不知道前面的路会怎样，我微笑的面对。
I survived it.
五年后的现在，我还是不知道前面的路会是怎样，
我还是会继续微笑的面对，
因为我知道我一定能survive.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
Ever since I started working I've been wondering where this is all going.
There are many days I wake up feeling lost.
Things don't make sense to me. The world, people, everything.
It's as if I was living in a dream back in those Uni days and I'm waking up to the reality.
There are so much more think about now.
The work that you do, the constant pressure put on you to perform, the responsibilities. Not just the work that you do.
The people around you as well. Family, friends, relationships, everyone around you.
There is never enough balance between all these different groups of people.
Everyone expects something out of you and when you can't exceed their expectations they get frustrated and annoyed at you. Things falls apart after that. You try to think of the best way to do things but somehow, someway, something goes wrong.
This is the reality huh. But is this really the way that life is suppose to be?
A lot of people tells me I'm thinking too much. Maybe I am... But I can't help it.
I guess this is why you need to have a goal. Without one you're just one lost soul...
I can't say I have found my goal. But I will find it somewhere, somehow.... Hopefully I'll get there before I lose my mind. ^^"
There are many days I wake up feeling lost.
Things don't make sense to me. The world, people, everything.
It's as if I was living in a dream back in those Uni days and I'm waking up to the reality.
There are so much more think about now.
The work that you do, the constant pressure put on you to perform, the responsibilities. Not just the work that you do.
The people around you as well. Family, friends, relationships, everyone around you.
There is never enough balance between all these different groups of people.
Everyone expects something out of you and when you can't exceed their expectations they get frustrated and annoyed at you. Things falls apart after that. You try to think of the best way to do things but somehow, someway, something goes wrong.
This is the reality huh. But is this really the way that life is suppose to be?
A lot of people tells me I'm thinking too much. Maybe I am... But I can't help it.
I guess this is why you need to have a goal. Without one you're just one lost soul...
I can't say I have found my goal. But I will find it somewhere, somehow.... Hopefully I'll get there before I lose my mind. ^^"
Thursday, May 7, 2009
A little announcement
Hey people~
I know I know.... It's been wayyyyyy too long since I last updated.... ^^" Sorry~
I'm just so tired everyday after work I don't feel like doing anything... Sighs... Working life is crappy. ;p
Anywayz, it's past my bedtime so I'll make this post a short one [will try to make it up with a longer one soon...].
I have been posted to Penang for eight months!!! Ahhhhhh~!!!!!!! =( I have very mixed emotions right now. ^^"""
Well.
I'll update next time.
Too tired and I can't think nymore.
Good night~
I know I know.... It's been wayyyyyy too long since I last updated.... ^^" Sorry~
I'm just so tired everyday after work I don't feel like doing anything... Sighs... Working life is crappy. ;p
Anywayz, it's past my bedtime so I'll make this post a short one [will try to make it up with a longer one soon...].
I have been posted to Penang for eight months!!! Ahhhhhh~!!!!!!! =( I have very mixed emotions right now. ^^"""
Well.
I'll update next time.
Too tired and I can't think nymore.
Good night~
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