Bits and pieces...

As people around me start to get serious about job hunting, interviewing, receiving offer letters, I can't help but start to worry about my future (again). I know I probably think too much. Jon is always telling me I need to have more confidence in myself. But I really can't help to worry sometimes...

What if I can't get the thing that I really want?
What if I end up in some really crappy job?
What if they don't want me?
What if I can't...

Ughh.. All these negative energies sucks.

What if I turn everthing around?
What if I Can get the thing that I really want?
What if I end up doing some really awsome job?
What if I don't want them?
What if I can...

I'm trying to think positively... But it gets a bit hard sometimes. I guess I'll just have to try my best. If I do get rejected maybe it is just a blessing in disguise. I'm just not meant to do that particular job. Maybe... I'll keep my hopes up. Fingers crossed. I should probably just go with the flow. What's yours will come to you eventually...

Onto another matter.

I've always known relationship with other people will always be one of the greatest challenge in life. Be it friendships, love, school mates, family, and in the not too distant future - collegues. Something will always go wrong somewhere. I've always closed up infront of those whom I'm not too close with and say what comes to mind with those whom I'm very close with. But lately I'm starting to think maybe it's wrong.

It is possible that I say too much of what I think sometimes. And sometimes when too much gets said, misunderstandings occurs. I should've learnt this lesson long ago but I don't seem to learn. It's time to learn.

Maybe I've been too harsh on those whose ways I don't agree on. Not everyone read the world the same way as I do and I shouldn't expect others to do so. Everyone has their own way of living and I should respect that.

There are certain events that has occured in my life that I never fully understood what happened. If I have enough courage one day, I might go up to that event and get the answer I seek for. Hopefully...

Pictures!!! (Yess... Random)
It's been awhile since I last posted any pictures on my blog.
Here are a few not so recent events.

Shuo Mei, my buddy from econometrics left for Sydney few months ago =(. It's kindda weird how our friendship started. The reason I talked to her in the first place was because I noticed her econometrics text book was different from mine. ^^" Talk about the nerdiest opening. "Hi, are you doin econometrics as well? ETC2410? Why's your text book different from mine? Did you get it here?" Lolz. Nywayz, SM wasn't an econometrics major when I first met her. I pulled her into majoring econometrics with me.... ^^" [I needed a friend ;p]

SM (I don't think you know I have a blog...), good luck with studying k? I'll miss you and contact me when you go back to M'sia k?




SH, one of my F-Gang buddy went back to Malaysia last month. Even though I'll see her soon enough I can't help but miss her heaps. It really isn't the same without you here. =( [Airports make people cry]



Mr Ng has been bugging me about St Kilda for a long time. So we finally went. It was a nice day but it was quite cold... Jon said the beach is not as nice as Brighton and I have to agree. Neverthelss, it was a good day =) The cafe we went to wasn't that great though. Will try another one next time.






Poser pic ;p. By the way, I had a haircut last week. And to your disappointment, I did not cut it short :p. I still like my long hair. Maybe when I get back to Malaysia?

Yes... That's Mr Ng's peace sign at the back...

Till next time! Take care peeps XD